I starved on Slimfast. I am laughing as I type this, but to be honest, I’m very frustrated and borderline crying. I didn’t last but a day and a half! Well, a day and a half if you count that I changed my sensible dinner to a sensible lunch, and gave up on drinks by dinner.  

I don’t know what I will do. But I’ll do it, that’s a promise. Maybe I’ll still try Medifast. Reading about it, it seems to be miles ahead of Slimfast. I Googled the pros and cons of Medifast and Slimfast, and I saw that Medifast shakes have 9-13g of carbs, and Slimfast has 48. I’m sure I had a lot of carb cravings and supposedly people aren’t hungry on Medifast.

Why don’t I have willpower??? I do, but apparently not enough. I’m so sick of looking like this. I’m so tired of not feeling good about myself. I worry about my health in the long term. I’ve got kids to keep up with, grandkids to hang around for, and a husband that I don’t fully relax around because I’m always looking for a way to hide myself.

I want a long, healthy, active life! I know there is a plan for me.